won’t it be worse on
the first of October,
when the sun that I packed,
assembled in crimson
thread
can’t burn past 7:30
or so
won’t it be worse when
I start to remember
the way I mumbled “thank you,”
when there should have been
silence, my shadow
in your basement
bleeding westward
it should have, would have,
could have
(been worse back then,
I mean)
and the clouds that I stitched
to my jackets, the deep wool,
won’t they tumble over
with such worse-ness
I ask because the music
is slow