I made nicknames for nicknames
hoping my sins
might fade away
the face of a new metal roof
glared at me
from the side of the baseball field
(have you ever
felt the wind pulling you free
of the earth?
I have
at the top of those bleachers)
I just
forgot
that I was quiet
other feet rattled behind me,
the dew on the field
so distant
I’m almost, almost
(the cars parked below are almost)
living by the sadness
of a school yard